Love

Wow, I don’t even know where to begin. It’s been a long time since I’ve actually just sat here and wrote anything.

A lot has happened.

The most wonderful thing that has happened – I have become a mom to the most amazing little baby boy and today he is 4 months old! I can’t picture life without him… I can’t even remember what life was like without him. His name is Dylan. Dylan Alexander. He’s my little miracle, he gives life so much more of a meaning. It was love at first sight- I never thought I could feel this amount of love towards someone. Once I saw him, life changed instantly and for the better. He brings so much happiness to me.

Happiness is also what Jake makes me feel. He has been the best father that Dylan could ever have. I love watching them play together, or when Jake feeds him or watching him put Dylan to sleep – it really makes me feel so happy and warm inside- I can’t explain it. I’m the luckiest woman in the world. I feel like I won the lottery with Jake and Dylan. They are the true definition of what love is to me. I believe love is powerful and makes people do crazy things and feel a certain way that can’t be put into words.  Life doesn’t have to be perfect to be beautiful. Embrace the small things and treasure them because when you look around, life is pretty amazing. Becoming a mother has made me view life in such a different way. I love my son and Jake through the ups and downs and to the moon and back. My little familia❤️

 

May the way I look at you, the way I speak with you, and the way I treat you, reflect the truth that I have loved you since forever.  -Dr. Steve Maraboli

Woah

It’s been a while and I really did want to try to be consistent with my blog. A lot has been going on in my life like getting a new job and starting to take grad school courses. I am in love with my job and so happy it worked out this way. I am now working at a private alternative school with children who don’t have great lives at home, children with psychological disorders, children with behavioral issues and the list goes on. My dream has always been to help children and juveniles with troubled backgrounds and help them to succeed in life; they are our future. As for grad courses, it’s going well. I decided to only take one class for now as I find a balance my new lifestyle.
Speaking of college, I am super proud of Jake for going back to school and deciding to finish. He honestly is part of my motivation to do well in life and his support means the world to me. Tomorrow marks our 6 months together and I know we have so much more to experience together ahead of us. We recently went to the Patriots game and it was such an amazing time.

There is definitely more to catch up on and I do not just want to ramble on about my life because this will turn out to be a SUPER LONG post. I hope to post regularly again!

Until next time,

Dee