Love so hard

I realized that I love so hard.

I love to make my significant other feel like he is special in every possible way (he is, btw).

I love being open and honest with him too. After all, keeping secrets from each other or not sharing your thoughts is not healthy even if it hurts to hear it.

That’s the beauty of love… being able to open 100% knowing that your lover will still be there for you regardless.

Also, being silly and not giving two shits about it because you already know that you feel comfortable enough to share your weirdness with each other. A relationship without humor has got to be SO boring and dull.

I love to surprise him with random yet meaningful text messages or random gifts because I can’t help, but to think of him when I see something at a store that reminds me of him.

I love staying up late with him even if I know I’m going to have a long day the next day. Every second spent with him is bliss.

I love calling him to see how is day was or call him as I walk to my car at night because just his voice makes me feel safe and secure.

I love spending time with his family and when he spends time with my family because I feel a sense of unity between the two.

I love looking at him when he doesn’t know I am to simply admire how handsome he is to me.

I love everything about him and that’s what makes me love so hard because even when times are tough, we both find a way to move on and grow from it and just keep loving each other the same way we always have, if not more.

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt like you just clicked with someone?

Have you ever felt so comfortable in your skin and not have a care in the world?

Have you ever felt like you were capable of anything you put your mind to?

Have you ever felt like you weren’t going to see someone all day, but manage to make time for them?

Have you ever met someone from the opposite gender/sex that was almost the same person as you?

Have you ever met someone whose birthday is the day after yours?

Have you ever met someone who has made you feel like you were the most amazing person to live on this planet?

Have you ever met someone that can finally handle your strong personality and laugh at your silly jokes?

Have you ever met someone that has stared into your eyes and it feels like they are staring into your soul?

Have you ever met someone where you don’t have to say much about how you feel internally, you can just feel it through their body language?

I have. I have clicked with someone like I haven’t with anyone ever before. It is the most amazing feeling in the world. I feel beautiful inside and out because of this individual. There are days when we believe that we aren’t going to see each other at all and then BAM, one of us makes it happen. Someone finally doesn’t take my sarcasm too serious and is sarcastic back to me. Yet, he can be so charming, a true gentleman with his kind words that flow gracely through his lips. I can just taste the words as he speaks and it’s a lovely feeling when he caresses me. I feel safe and silence isn’t awkward. There is this bond that just ties us together, I don’t want to let go. I crave you. I crave the way you look at me straight into my eyes and tell me how pretty I am. I crave your presence, that’s enough for me. I don’t want this feeling to go away….. This is so worth while.

Thank you J.