Life

Something has gotten into me. Something great. I call it “Hardcore Happiness” I’ve always said “You can’t live a positive life with a negative mind,” which is true.

Okay, so I’ll tell you the truth… I’ve been dealing with this health issue that I am not 100% okay with talking about it openly yet, but I’m learning to deal with it and telling myself that everything is going to be okay. Yes, I get super anxious at times and I don’t really know what to expect because as of now I am playing the waiting game and not sure what it could turn into. I also begin to feel overwhelmed at times, but you know what? If I just sit here and worry all day, I won’t really enjoy the “NOW” — for this very reason it’s why I am not a huge fan about talking about it all the time. Though I may be dealing with this, I’m not dealing with it alone and I love my family, close friends and boyfriend for being there for me when I needed them and how they continue to be a great support system. XO Words cannot express how much I love them.

It’s all about enjoying your loved ones and being kind to everyone. You never know who may have it worse than you do. Some people take for granted of what and who they have in their life which blows my mind. I am fortunate enough to have such great people in my life who love and care about me. It’s all the little things that you may not notice which mean a lot… at least to me they do.

For example:
“Good Morning”
“How was your day?”
“Be careful”
“Text me when you get home so I know you’re safe”
“Sweet dreams”
“How are you?”
“I hope you’re feeling better”
“Have a good day today!”
“I miss you”
“Good night”…
“Can you come over?”
“Can I come over?”
“Can I see you?”
“Can I call you?”
“You’re beautiful”
“Want something to drink?”
“Watch your step”
“Let’s watch a movie”
“What are you up to?”
“How is your day so far?”
“It will be okay”
“I’m here for you”
“Do you need anything?”
“Are you hungry?”
“I just wanted to hear your voice”
“You just made my day”

You don’t have to hear “I Love You” to know that someone does. Listen carefully. People speak from the heart more often than you think
I hope this post makes you realize how precious life is and to pay close attention to those around you. Quit bashing what you hate, promote what you love and keep it moving people; life doesn’t stop for anyone.

Until next time,
Dee

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt like you just clicked with someone?

Have you ever felt so comfortable in your skin and not have a care in the world?

Have you ever felt like you were capable of anything you put your mind to?

Have you ever felt like you weren’t going to see someone all day, but manage to make time for them?

Have you ever met someone from the opposite gender/sex that was almost the same person as you?

Have you ever met someone whose birthday is the day after yours?

Have you ever met someone who has made you feel like you were the most amazing person to live on this planet?

Have you ever met someone that can finally handle your strong personality and laugh at your silly jokes?

Have you ever met someone that has stared into your eyes and it feels like they are staring into your soul?

Have you ever met someone where you don’t have to say much about how you feel internally, you can just feel it through their body language?

I have. I have clicked with someone like I haven’t with anyone ever before. It is the most amazing feeling in the world. I feel beautiful inside and out because of this individual. There are days when we believe that we aren’t going to see each other at all and then BAM, one of us makes it happen. Someone finally doesn’t take my sarcasm too serious and is sarcastic back to me. Yet, he can be so charming, a true gentleman with his kind words that flow gracely through his lips. I can just taste the words as he speaks and it’s a lovely feeling when he caresses me. I feel safe and silence isn’t awkward. There is this bond that just ties us together, I don’t want to let go. I crave you. I crave the way you look at me straight into my eyes and tell me how pretty I am. I crave your presence, that’s enough for me. I don’t want this feeling to go away….. This is so worth while.

Thank you J.