Life

Something has gotten into me. Something great. I call it “Hardcore Happiness” I’ve always said “You can’t live a positive life with a negative mind,” which is true.

Okay, so I’ll tell you the truth… I’ve been dealing with this health issue that I am not 100% okay with talking about it openly yet, but I’m learning to deal with it and telling myself that everything is going to be okay. Yes, I get super anxious at times and I don’t really know what to expect because as of now I am playing the waiting game and not sure what it could turn into. I also begin to feel overwhelmed at times, but you know what? If I just sit here and worry all day, I won’t really enjoy the “NOW” — for this very reason it’s why I am not a huge fan about talking about it all the time. Though I may be dealing with this, I’m not dealing with it alone and I love my family, close friends and boyfriend for being there for me when I needed them and how they continue to be a great support system. XO Words cannot express how much I love them.

It’s all about enjoying your loved ones and being kind to everyone. You never know who may have it worse than you do. Some people take for granted of what and who they have in their life which blows my mind. I am fortunate enough to have such great people in my life who love and care about me. It’s all the little things that you may not notice which mean a lot… at least to me they do.

For example:
“Good Morning”
“How was your day?”
“Be careful”
“Text me when you get home so I know you’re safe”
“Sweet dreams”
“How are you?”
“I hope you’re feeling better”
“Have a good day today!”
“I miss you”
“Good night”…
“Can you come over?”
“Can I come over?”
“Can I see you?”
“Can I call you?”
“You’re beautiful”
“Want something to drink?”
“Watch your step”
“Let’s watch a movie”
“What are you up to?”
“How is your day so far?”
“It will be okay”
“I’m here for you”
“Do you need anything?”
“Are you hungry?”
“I just wanted to hear your voice”
“You just made my day”

You don’t have to hear “I Love You” to know that someone does. Listen carefully. People speak from the heart more often than you think
I hope this post makes you realize how precious life is and to pay close attention to those around you. Quit bashing what you hate, promote what you love and keep it moving people; life doesn’t stop for anyone.

Until next time,
Dee

One day.

I wrote this on my Tumblr blog one day and thought I’d share with you all.

 

You are constantly looking for someone to care about you in different ways, whether it is talking to someone all day or creepin’ through the night with someone. Because that feels just as good; pleasure. Pleasure of having love and being loved, affection, being able to confide in someone or even cracking stupid jokes with each other….because it gives you warm feeling inside. You crave attention and are quick to stick to someone who gives you what you want. You want it because you want to feel wanted…..accepted…..loved. It’s natural, we’re humans and wanting all of this is normal. Trial and error….. some individuals will test you, hurt you OR make you laugh and love you. You just never know what life throws at you next. You also learn to adapt. Adapt to not being in a relationship and being aware that all someone wants is to hit it & quit it or play with your emotions because they are unsure of their own. Adapt to being constantly loved physically and emotionally because you refuse to not be wanted. It’s all a learning process.. People come and people go and you will never know how long they will stay You just have to….wait. Wait until you find out whether someone is a blessing or simply a lesson learned. You are scared to show how you really feel because it isn’t that easy anymore…how unfortunate. Unfortunate because people do not value your feelings as they should, but hey that’s just the way the cookie crumbles. There is only so much you can do…. So love yourself before you love ANYone else because you are oh so beautiful inside and out darling. Find your strengths and weaknesses and love them. You deserve to come first and to be happy. Radiate good vibes and make others laugh with your corniness, who cares! Before you know it, there will be someone who will love all of your beauty and imperfections……. One day.